let me get something outta the way before going on with today's entry. o malley said i do have a magic about me, something he can't put a finger to, so maybe that's my magic. i told you "thank you. but please don't fall in love with me, you're too precious a friend to have to deal with my messed up life."
ok..moving on. today, NVP sent me a pretty random msg (in the middle of the ambassador cup), telling me something pretty random. and yes, i flirted back. sms flirting! haha..and when i told ely, i swear she was shocked. into a couple of seconds of silence. hee..yes, it's getting to my head a little. maybe i am working some inexplicable magic. my personal belief is i'm just interesting (enough). that's why NVP thinks of me. and as long as i remain interesting-ish, i'd have some hold of sorts. i'm not sure i'm good at pulling back where necessary to bait her a bit though, so maybe i just won't do that.
and then ely happily asked me what if NVP likes me likes me? what will i do? how will i react? well baby, maybe then we'd be a ylednakcaj. the fine line between a fling and a commitment. and no, i'm not about to begin to have lofty ambitions of taming the shane in her. no no. i know my limits. besides, i don't feel the dire need to tame that shane in her. i must admit though, when she pays me more attention, she diverts my mind from others. and i welcome that, with wide open arms. believe me.
ambassador cup was boring by the way. so glad i heeded your advice jack, phone was fully charged so i could sms away happily during the thingamajig. too bad NVP wasn't there, and cos we're in the same district, we'd have been sitting in the same corner. physical flirting is so much better than sms flirting. anyways..i quite liked the game where the DCMs had to match the word to the language. i hope you gave them tricky things like dutch and french and german. which can be hard to differentiate.
i'm quite excited at what the next few weeks hold. i really really cannot wait to move back to hall. dying at home!! can't wait for the liberty i'd feel, a much welcomed sense of reprieve and relief. and yes, maybe i will just get into it, and not have to get over it so quickly. playing by the day, trying to go with the flooooow. (:
